Road-Trippin

I'ts a new life for me, "every day shuld be an adventure" so this shell be my goal. I will make everyday mean somthing, and most important, I will smile. I know I lost so much lately, but, it is time to move on.

I hate this time, and I hate this pressure. I hate not knowing where I stand. I hate the fact that every day is the same, I hate not beeing able to express myself, I hate to be disappointed, I hate when people disappoint me. I hate this place, I hate winter, I hate when I must smile even when I need to cry. I hate that you don't understand, that sometimes, a hug, can do miracles, I hate the way you look at me like that. I hate the way you look at her. I hate the fact I hate so much. I hate loving you.

Congratulations to me.... it my 24 picture :P i am sitting at my house doing nothing because of the war here in israel... we painted our shelter with fairies and now he is beautiful ^.^ i hope it will be over soon... with love ( i always wanted to write it) neta.